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after dinner, i took a walk to think.
i ended up at ** and ***. stood there for a while, just staring at the doors. the snow was soft, wet, and white: a comforting veil that held the rest of the world safely away from me. what was i doing there? i don't know. it's a little frightening to see the mountain of thoughts, reason, and logic that had been so painstaking built being torn into, huge gashes cut out at a time with such ease. **** on the walk back, someone had written in the snow that covered the hood of a car: "I LOVE GOD" amen. **** this entire day, i'm been playing tim's demo clip in a continuous loop. puts me in a mood. go to complexity and ask him for it. yakob at 9:30 PM |
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