Tuesday, October 1

long study day at bobst. i reviewed some of yesterday's study material, and found that i remembered nothing from yesterday. it was almost a complete waste. today was a much better day, in terms of retention.

******
there is an edgy side to me that is simmering slightly underneath what is shown to the world. i don't know what the problem is, exactly, other than that things are not sitting right within me.

something needs to be broken, something needs to be aired out, something needs to delved into deeper, and some things need to be let go.

but it's difficult for me to really concentrate and attend to this, when there are so many things that i need to take care of RIGHT now.

argh.

comments
carolie @ 10.12.am | October 02, 2002

baby steps

take it slow

=) God knows even if you don't. sometimes that gives me comfort.
email | website


jee @ 12.24.am | October 02, 2002

i wonder if i would be insulting you by saying that i can relate to your experience, but i feel as if i can... unlike your life, though, i have all the time in the world... still i don't attend to whatever it is that seems to need attending. go figure.




yakob at 11:39 PM

-----------------