Tuesday, February 11
dream/nightmare
we (a general feeling of a group. family? my brothers and i? unclear) are hungry/sick? not sure. in NEED.
my mom looks at us, and calmly takes a knife and inserts it at the dorsal/volar border or her right forearm, sliding it horizontally forward.
i stare at her horrified and speechless, then run to her, asking, "why?! why?!" terrified and even a little angry at the great cost of such an unnecessary action.
/dream
i woke up, sweating. my God, these dreams are too much, sometimes.
yakob at
11:25 PM
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