love rescue me
Saturday, February 7

man, i'm tired.

those old movies where a person is captured by the bad guy, and he is thrown into a cube room where the ceiling is coming down, and the walls are coming together. i feel like that.

something coming to crunch me from the top, something coming to crunch me from the left, from the right.

i know my experience isn't unique. which 20-something isn't tired? but still, i feel like i'm walking with an invisible boulder on my shoulders, ready to collapse any second.

i wish i could be simpler. a pebble or something. i'd say a flower, facing the sun, but that sounds pretty gay.

anyway, i'm retarded for blogging at 5:34am instead of finishing my work. but my mind is fried now, so i think i'll just lay in bed, knowing that i need to sleep, but my heart will thump at 110 bps, thinking of all the things that i needed to do but didn't.

Love rescue me - U2
Love rescue me
Come forth and speak to me
Raise me up and don’t let me fall
No man is my enemy
My own hands imprison me
Love rescue me

Many strangers have I met
On the road to my regret
Many lost who seek to find themselves in me
They ask me to reveal
The very thoughts they would conceal
Love rescue me

And the sun in the sky
Makes a shadow of you and i
Stretching out as the sun sinks in the sea
I’m here without a name
In the palace of my shame
Said, love rescue me

In the cold mirror of a glass
I see my reflection pass
See the dark shades of what I used to be
See the purple of her eyes
The scarlet of my lies
Love rescue me

Yea, though I walk
In the valley of shadow
Yea, I will fear no evil
I have cursed thy rod and staff
They no longer comfort me
Love rescue me

Sha la la...sha la la la
Sha la la la...ha la la...
Sha la la la...sha la la la
Sha la la la...sha la la
Sha la la la...sha la la la
Sha la la...
I said love, love rescue me

I said love
Climb up the mountains, said love
I said love, oh my love
On the hill of the son
I’m on the eve of a storm
And my word you must believe in
Oh, I said love, rescue me
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah...

Yeah I’m here without a name
In the palace of my shame
I said love rescue me

I’ve conquered my past
The future is here at last
I stand at the entrance
To a new world I can see
The ruins to the right of me
Will soon have lost sight of me
Love rescue me


yakob at 5:24 AM

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