claustrophobia
Tuesday, August 26

is it the air? is it too humid? is my room too small? the window too small and narrow? is this CITY too small?

i am having difficulty breathing, my chest is tight, and i can't sleep. i wish i could be like the hulk, swell to monster size, and bash the things around me so that i can breathe.

i need space. i need drier, cooler, fresher air. i've depended on AC for a long time, but it's not cutting it for me anymore. even a walk outside is suffocating.

oh, that i might be able to transport myself to my dream oasis! to sit on a large rock cold with proof of nature's purity, while a stream murmurs in companionship, and tall trees embrace lightly with their shade!

yakob at 3:47 AM

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