Wednesday, October 16

i don't need this, right now. these past 2 wks, i don't need.

i'm not upset at you. i'm disturbed that you don't want to talk about it. you are running away from the problem.

you started this cause you think it's funny. we're laughing it up now, aren't we? you've just strangled my only form of communication. my cell is not in service cause i forgot to pay my bills, and now, i can't use im either. there is a reason i'm online.

anytime you want to talk, i'm waiting. you can cry and run away, and try to bury this. or you can talk to me. a real, serious talk.

i want you to know that i am not angry at you. frustrated, yes. angry, no. frustrated, cause this type of turbulence is unneccessary, and personally, i don't like to have this type of turbulence when there are important matters to deal with. while friends are on the path to hell, while ppl starve, while social injustice is rampant, we put our hands into the waters and cause ripples that become waves in our lives where there was peace.

always know that i love you and care for you.

yakob at 9:56 PM

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